i loved you, i did. i really wanted this to work, and it’s a shame that it didn’t. but, oh god, i’m so glad you shared your 1am thoughts with me, and it’s a shame that i won’t be hearing any more of them. i’m glad you shared your hopes and dreams for the future with me, and it’s a shame that i’m not a part of those dreams anymore. i’m glad i spent the majority of my year with you, and it’s a shame that our time together has been cut short. i’m glad i had the opportunity to be yours, and it’s a shame that we’ll both be replaced soon, with someone better for ourselves. i’m glad i got to hear your voice, and it’s a shame that i haven’t heard from you since the night we said our goodbyes. i’m glad i had the chance to sleep beside you, it’s a shame I’ll no longer fall asleep to the sound of your heartbeat. i’m glad you used to dance in my thoughts and in my dreams, it’s a shame that i can’t think or sleep the same way anymore. i’m glad i could make you happy, glad i could make you smile and laugh, and it’s a shame that someone else is going to enjoy that view from now on. i’m just glad i had the chance to meet you, to love and be loved by you, to explore you. it truly is a shame that it’s over now, but please know that i loved you more than i have ever loved anyone or anything and i am still feeling things for you. i don’t think i can shake these feelings very easy, and i’m sorry i couldn’t be what you wanted, i’m sorry this didn’t work as we had hoped, i’m sorry for loving you as much as i did. i’m sorry.